After ten years as the executive director of a suicide prevention center I decided that I wanted to pursue a career in medicine, and left my career to return to school and do all of my post-bacc premed coursework. I was extremely worried about what people would think/say, and when it came time to announce my departure and plans, it was an extremely interesting process. Some people surprised me in how they responded, and there were definitely colleagues/friends and even a few family members who basically said I was crazy. But what I discovered was their reaction was entirely about them and their own experiences of taking risks, pursuing dreams, stepping outside of their comfort zones (or not). I had some amazing interactions with people around all this, and overall it was positive. Having said all that, in the three years since leaving my career I have had many, many days when I have felt that I was comletely crazy to have started down this path!! It’s been long and painful, and I still don’t know how it’s going to pan out. I’ve applied to 20 md programs and have gotten a few rejections so far, and one interview scheduled. So definitely my biggest fear is that I will have given up a successful, rewarding career to pursue something that was not attainable…..